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The blend download —
Boundaries.
It started with Honeysuckle.
I have found a sweet connection with Honeysuckle in association with Lakshmi. A dear friend told me a story about Lakshmi once, the first time I had a honeysuckle essence brewing, and I can't remember the details, but this image came through of Lakshmi, infinite abundance, milk infinitely flowing from her breasts. But there was this simultaneous knowing that she has to be continually nourished and filled up herself to sustain such an essence of giving. The giving was effortless, but so was the receiving.
Love was flooding in, and it was flooding out.
But it wasn’t in and out without permeating her first. She was receiving in a way that it was deeply satiating, penetrating, and nourishing deep into every ounce of her, and the love was coming out from just as deep a place.
Then rhododendron popped in.
She cracks our hearts open, our armor, our wounds, and is the salve to help us let people in. She is the flower of the most vulnerable receptivity of our hearts. She stokes the contemplation within us of how much we are really able to let people in — truly in, vulnerably. And she asks, can we allow ourselves to need them, and trust fall in?
Snapdragon then dropped.
Which is being a little snappy with your boundaries without the emotional charge.
Clean, clear, uncharged. Yes and no, and yes and no. It is what it is. Unapologetic.
Next came a Watermelon Nemesia.
Which I am new to, but it immediately said "FUCK OFF" in quite a fierce matter-of-fact tone.
It is in the snapdragon family, so it has a similar vibe, but it was much fiercer and sharper. It was the protector of the hard, non-negotiable edges. The fierce get the fuck out.
I was honestly a bit overwhelmed by the amount of energy moving...and Desert Sage arrived.
I had been in the painted hills the weekend before and made an essence with the no-pick method, but my daughter had picked a handful of the blossom poof balls and brought them home, and they got called in. Once I brought them out, there was a surge of tension pulling between following our truth and the divine current moving through us, and the underbelly of entitlement.
Ayni.
Right relationship.
Everything has a cause and effect.
I had an experience with this blend for a while, and there was almost this hourglass pulsation of energy expanding in my lower body into the earth, expanding through my upper body into the cosmos.
Opening, pulsing, cleansing — tonifying.
I felt something pop in my occiput/crown eventually, almost like giving birth. The crowning sensation before the baby fully moves and comes through.
What came through overall was this expansion of our field to hold more.
To move more.
To channel more.
To create more.
To experience more.
To hold more.
To have more.
And not in a more-is-more way, but in a honing in, so you can hold, channel, and move what matters most. There was a pristine cleansing quality to it.
The boundaries were protecting this sacred vessel of our bodies and beings to channel what's sacred. And in most alignment.
The dreams we are called to pursue, and the medicine we are here to carry. The longings we have, and the nos that we don't want, or no longer want. It was getting rid of the old contracts that are ours, ancestral, collective, whatever, that we are ready to fucking break.
Tonify was such a strong word.
It took 12-24 hours to really land that it was the boundaries blend because it felt so different than what had come through for that blend in the past.
It wasn't about setting or holding or naming boundaries outwardly at all; it was more about this tonifying of our field and that naturally impacting everything and everyone around us, changing how the world interacts with us.
It was expanding our internal space, and it felt like a channel of alchemy and transmutation that was connected to the earth, the cosmos, and the unseen — pulsating. The Prosperity Codex song, by Marya Stark, comes to mind.
The Boundaries blend is very complementary to the Protection, Inner Child, and Womb blends.
The Protection offers a fierce spiritual, energetic, psychic, emotional, and physical protection as you expand, receive, and grow the capacity at which you are channeling, moving, and dancing with the energies, people, and realms around you.
The Inner Child opens your being to receive, dance with, and work with high-frequency realms of magic, manifestation, purity, and innocence.
And the Womb blend is a direct channel of the divine feminine, so as you are expanding and refining your boundaries and capacity, it can be in direct relationship to the feminine mysteries, shadows, and healing as you combine the two blends.